For over a year now, I have been on the search for a horse of my own. I feel rather frustrated that this dream hasn't yet materialized and wonder what is blocking it's way. I am okay with the idea that the timing is not correct, for I can trust the Universe. Sometimes too well, as I find it hard to ask for what I want—thinking/believing the Universe to know better what I need. There are times, however, when what you want is what you need. And defining it, and the process that brings you through is the learning experience needed. I find this difficult. I can easily say, I want a horse that is athletic, loving, generous, spiritual and beautiful. Part of why this is easy for me, is that deep in my ego, I don't actually think I can find such an animal within my price range. That way, I can keep my dreams a far from myself. Blaming it on money, or timing. And so it stands that I have a huge amount of frustration, which tells me that I have left unresolved issues in my self. And I am being prompted to let those things go, so that I may move forward confined in the direction I feel pulled.

Ruffed Grouse has been around lately. New rhythms abound. Please be with me as I try to assimilate them.