For the last couple days, I have been so sad when I go into my good friend Bastiaan's stall. Is it because he is ready to go? Is it because I chose to continue with Mia instead of him (for that was a bad choice if so, for I'd' rather ride him, but he's not always sound). What is it that makes us want what isn't? I am going to an animal communicator tomorrow. I'll let you know what she says....